Against Grief

How do you know when you’re grieving? And how do you understand the source of it?

It’s an honest question I have to repeatedly ask myself. I see this end of a chapter in my life in the near future, a time to embark on something new that should be exciting, right? I should be looking forward to all the joyous moments, the aspects of life that I can cherish in life decades from now, looking at all the positive memories I once had. I should…