Escaping Something

I’ve been thinking a lot about why I want so dearly to escape.

I’m back to driving again, back to getting out on my own, and attempting to bring some sense of normalcy into my life. But I’m running away from something. I don’t even know what that is. I’m mindlessly scrolling my timeline, randomly selecting recommended videos on YouTube, avoiding everything I can and could see as enjoyable and fruitful. I’ll hop between random…